Early Christmas

Opened my gifts at my parents place yesterday. Felt so wrong though, was kindof unhappy. Supposed to open gifts on christmas day with everyone else opening gifts.

Saw an accordian-bus being pulled by a tow truck, it was kindof neat.

Falling can feel wonderful. It's hitting the ground that hurts. And knowing it's there, knowing the inevitable conclusion, but not seeming to be able to stop yourself, that sucks too. Maybe you look upwards at the sky, try for the out-of-sight out-of-mind for a while. But if you can stand to look down, maybe you can control yourself enough to make sure you don't crush someone under you.

Think it's bedtime again