Mr Adventure

One pilot seems to always be on an adventure. Always going hiking through norway or ice climbing who knows where, and slowly going through the list of the "big 7" (tallest mountain on each continent). Whenever he's had a day off here he's made full use of it, going diving or kite-surfing etc. Coming up as his work rotation ends, he's just renting a kayak and a tent and going kayaking around a national park island for several days. Sounds so cool. Wish I could do stuff like that. Honestly, the biggest barrier is simply not being an independent person. As cool as a trip like that sounds, I just don't feel I'd enjoy it that much alone. Or, I'd enjoy it, but still feel like something important is missing, someone to share it with. I become somewhat used to it, and force myself to do stuff alone from time to time, but I wonder if it's something I can actually learn to enjoy. How do you go about doing that? I guess the second problem is just learning about things. Seems trying to read/learn about stuff is very instantly exhausting these days even when it's something that should be interesting. It's like, ADD.